Some days I can wake up and…
you won’t be the first thing on my mind
But slowly, as my day begins,
you are there as my heart rewinds
I still can’t go a whole day,
but now I can go several hours,
without my heart feeling as if it’s been
scraped upon the ground
I don’t look for you as I once did,
But I don’t need to, you’re always there
Though I don’t wander through your life anymore
It’s not because I don’t care.
I just had to find my way back to my life now
to find a way to let go somehow….
Sometimes it’s harder to catch my breath
as your memory fills my head like a scent
And other times it is like a relief
just to not know where you went.